But I didn't.
Despite the panic, I managed to sort my shit out over that time. I didn't follow a single meal plan. Nor did I determine the meals for the week or a regular training regime. I just did stuff. And it kind of worked. And I am kind of impressed with myself for that, because I can assure you I wasn't always so certain it would.
What I have learned in the between rounds period is that I am more aware of the choices I am making. I might not calorie count, but I have a fair idea of what is going into my body and how much I am moving it to balance it out. I discovered that I have learnt to compensate myself with balanced food if I make some interesting choices during the day, say if a glass of wine or so is involved. I know I am training WAY more than I ever did in my life and that I love the feeling I get afterwards. My family expects me to go and do something which has taken an incredible pressure off my shoulders and relieves that mother guilt so many of us have.
I have another driver with this round – and it's a pressure I need to manage. Through my success in Round 3, I have directly or indirectly inspired over a dozen people to sign up to 12wbt, including my Mum, dear friends, work colleagues and some people I don't really know that well! These people have seen my transformation and want a piece of the action. I am so thrilled that so many people I know and love are taking that big step into life transformation. There are some I know will nail it and there are others I know will have demons they might struggle to deal with. None of them I expect to get involved with the forums or even Facebook in a big way. None have a twitter account. I hate to say it, but the social network is what has been the most effective component of my 12wbt story. In a selfish way, I don't want to share it with some of these people. It's like something I have earned – like a Round 3 medal! Pathetic, but true – perhaps a shadowy insight into my personality…
Anyway, in the spirit of sharing I've decided to post you my round 1 before shots and stats. Don't laugh at some of them – thought I'd see how much the muscles in my back and arms change over 12 weeks.
Starting weight - 68.1
Body Fat - 28.6%
BMI - 24.7
Muscle Mass - 33.0%
H2O - 52.1%
Just to prove a point - here is a before and after from Round 3. By god I've changed...
So there you have it. I am ready to rock and roll. Tomorrow morning I am doing the outdoors session with a game of netball later that night. I have taken the chicken out already and I will prepare my wrap bits for the morning. I am ready to define myself this round and work out just who I am and want to be for now and for always.
Cos really, it's about change…
xxx